Zabt e tehreer (Ek berabt khyal)

main aaj likhne se qasir hoon

main likh bhi nahi sakta use

woh warq e zindagi jis par

tumhara nam hi likhna tha mujh ko

woh safha e zeest hasil ho gaya mujh ko

magar zabt e tehreer ka yara nahi baaqi

nahi likhna mujhe woh kuch

jo guzri humare aur tumhare darmyan

khizan k mausamon ki aakhiri shab mein

woh aahon ki sada jo zard patton ko

bahar e nau ka naghma sunati hi rahi

qalam ko shah e jahan mana magar phir bhi

jo kahani thi adhoori woh puri ho nahi paye

nahi likha kabhi humne woh kuch

jo is jeevan k kal chakra main

uljah kar rah gaye kisi faryadi ki manind

sawalon ko uthane ki ijazat bhi nahi mujh ko

jawabon k samundar mein sawalon ki nahi zaroorat

zindagani k qaziye se ab farar hi muqaddar hai

Virtuality

Tumhen maine kahin dekha hai shayad

wahi qad

wahi gesoo

wahi ada e dilfareb

wahi seerat e dilnawaz

baat ka wahi dhab

usi rafeeq ki phir talash

raat gaye tak tum

hua karti thi mere roobaroo

masael e zeest pe hakeemana

tabsera kia karti thi tum

apne hone ka haqeeqi idrak

tumhen hi to tha !

par aaj tumhen kya ho gya

kyun bhool gaye woh sari baten

aaj mein rehte hue tum ne

kyun use kal bana dia

apne hone ko tum ne

kyun khud hi mita dia

shanakht e khudi nahi?

apne hone ki koi khushi nahi??

aaj tumhen kya ho gya

apni sinf

apni jins

apna mazhab bhi

tumhen yaad nahi

kya tum wahi nahi

jise maine dekha tha shayad?

nahi'

hargiz nahi

main woh nahi hoon

woh meri doosri ID hai !

Ummeed e zindagani

lahoo rone ke bahane ghar se nikle

khab bahana karne ko chaman se nikle

samajh kar aaghaz e safar ko anjam

hum saath tera khoob nibhane nikle

ghar se kuch door nahi tha maqtal

phir bhi qarya qarya sar ko katane nikle

chaen payen is shehar mein aisi taqdeer kahan

dhoondhne sehra mein aye zindagi' tujh ko nikle

yeh zameen kiski hai kaun jeetega ise

huzur e aql mein zinda sawalon ko talashne nikle

hath shal ho gaye jo ummeed ke diye le kar

aise diyon ko hum phir se jalaane nikle

Nabeena aankhen

( development k victims k naam)

un mushtael aankhon mein

woh khaab nahi the

jis khab ka wada kar ke

siasi rehnumaon ne

zameen bech di

jo ugalti thi dane

sona chandi ki manind

woh falak bech dia

jis ke saye mein

nangi peeth kisan

karte the aaram

aur parinde gate the

magan tarane

khushi aur azadi ke !

woh aankhen

khoon mein doobi aankhen

jo shahid hain

barbariat ki

zulm ki anginat dastano

ki wahid ameen

woh aankhen jis ne

dekhen hain woh tabnak manzar

k jis mein jalte the ghar

lutti thi ismaten,aur

dhara dhar dhara dhar

girti thi lashen zameen par

woh aankhen amanat hain

un saron ki

jo jhuke nahi

khaki wardi ke aage

jo bike nahi

mal o zar ke evaz

woh aankhen

dekhti nahi hain ab khab

ho chuki hain nabeena

lekin pehchanti hain

apni tareekh ko

jo khab ki had mein nahi

Yeh Zindagi

Umr k is pahyie pe

zarb kaun lagayega

iski fitri raftar

kaun rok payega

yeh badhti jati hai

poochti kuch bhi nahi

chore jati hai sawal

guzarte salon k qirtas par

yeh mauj e junoo hai

baha le jati hai sath apne

jitne nuqoosh chorti hai

baqi agar kuch bhi rahe

hisab uska kuch bhi nahi

zindagi bikhri hue ek kahani

unwan uska kuch bhi nahi

hasil jo karen zindagi se hum

utaren isi zindagi ka qarz hum

isi zinadagi ki talash mein

kitne mah o saal guzar gaye

kae hijr o wisal guzar gaye

bahaar aaye aur guzar gaye

khizan bhi aaye chali gaye

umr e rafta ka yeh hisab

ab na de paoonga

qissa e zindagi

ab na kah paonga

kae saal hum se choot gaye

anginat qatar mein hain

maut k apne intezar mein hain

Doobti Aawaz

raat bhi hai aur pura chand bhi

saath bhi hai unka aur baat bhi

saaz bhi hai aur hath mein rabab bhi

hath bhi zinda aur baikhtiyar bhi

halaq mein ghut rahi ek naye awaz bhi

bolti tasweeren hain aur mane ki talash bhi

jism shal hai aur lehraati talwar bhi

dhoondhta hoon rasta aur safar ki aas bhi

maut hai meharban aur zindagi ki chah bhi

khojti hain aawazen bolti zaban bhi

doobte suroon mein hai shayar ki awaz bhi

teri zulf ka aseer hoon aur qaed ki talash bhi

Aasha

kaale baadlon mein doob kar

aakash ko choone ki aasha

aasman mein bikhre taaron ko

tod kar apna banane ki aasha

udta jaon main bin sahare

is zameen o aasman ko jeene ki aasha

baadlon ke is samundar mein

doob kar khud hone ki aasha

ud rahi hai is faza mein zindagi

is zindagi ko tere naam karne ki aasha

kaale baadlon mein doob kar

aakash ko choone ki aasha

Khooni dharti kare sawal

abhi aur

kitne nadaron ka khoon behna hai

abhi aur

pakki sadkon ko kitno ka lahoo chatna hai

abhi aur

kitni do sheezaon ko apni ismat k lutne pe rona hai

abhi aur

kitne bapon ko apne jyalon ko ghusal dena hai

abhi aur

kitni boodhi maaon ko kandhon pe uthana hai bojh

abhi aur

kitne muflison ko, bewaaon ko karna hai matam

abhi aur

kitne qanoon k rakhwalon se lene hain zillat k tamghe

abhi aur

sookhi chati liye maaon ko phirna hai dar badar

abhi aur

kitne bachchon ko tadapna hai naye zindagi k lye

abhi aur

kitne tareek raton ko lahoo rona hai

abhi aur

subah e ummeed ki aas mein deewano ko katane hain sar

abhi aur

kitne shayar e waqt ko maut hi maut likhna hai

Ek Raat

aye meri

jan e tamanna

meri jan e hayat

har raat

jab waqt e safar aata hai

aankh hoti hai bojhal

aur khaab palkon pe utar jata hai

rooth jati ho tum mujhe se

aur chor jati ho sada tanha

aye meri

jan e tamanna

darya e majboori ko karen par

phir tham len hath ek dooje ka

aur dekhen hum phir wahi khab

jise sajaya tha humne hi

doob kar apne junoo mein

bhool kar dono jahan

aye meri

jan e tamanna

meri jan e hayat

apni baton se

apni yadon se

humne tarashe the woh nuqoosh

aaj bhi jo dete hain sada

bulate hain humen

yaadon k us jungle mein

jis mein basti hai

ruh humari aur tumhari

aur jhoomti hai un dhunoo par

jo hijr ki dhoop mein bhi

wisl ki thandi hawa thi

aur ban jati har raat

naghmon ki hasin raat

aye meri

jan e tamanna

chor k tum mujhe

kyun chali jati ho

har raat

TAQDEER

phenk do mujhe us aag mein

jis se tum darte rahe ho umr bhar

bachate rahe ho sada apna daman

jaise yeh koi aaseb zada naar ho

jo tumhare daman ko gar choo jaye

to zindagi bhar tum doosron ko jalate raho

lekin is tahaffuz ne tumhen dia hi kya hai

choo do tum jo kisi qulubatra ko kabhi

bhasm ho jaye woh aur rah jaye bas raakh

*** qulubatra = cleopatra

Khaab

Kuch Khaab

Palkon pe sajne k liye hee

paeda hote hain

aur mar jaate hain

apni fitri maut

palak jhapakte hi !!!

Faryaad

Yahan aahon aur naalon mein

dhali gaye hai woh faryad

jo halaq mein phaans ban kar

zeest ko dard ka khareedar karti rahi

baharon k mausam mein dhoondhti rahi

woh khizan jis se paale ja saken

woh naale aur aahen jo zindagi k qareeb tar the

dhaal kar usko faryad e dil mein

bakhshi gaye hai use ek nae jaan

jo azan e sehar ki manind uthati hai aur sulati hai

bistar e aafiat par unko jo jage bhi hain

aur sote bhi hain karwat badal kar

jo aawazon ko pash pash kar ke

palat dete hain woh waqt jo unke wujood ko

jhinjhorta hai aur rakhta hai unhen muztarib

Nigahban Ujala

is nagar men main

kis se baat karoon

kise humkalam karoon

kise karoon woh kuch byan

jise sunane k liye meri zaban tarasti rahi

lekin kaun hai behron ki is nagri mein

hungamon k is bazar mein

jo sun sake woh dastan

jo raat ki siyahi se likhi gaye hai

safedi k us qirtas par

jis ke waris suraj se karte hain baten

aur chandni raaton se katrate hue

siyahi talahste hain

ta k tareeki ki dastan ko alfaz mil sake

aur jo padhi ja sake mahaz ujalon mein

tareeki woh jise na jan saken

jo mohtaj ho kisi kiran ka

jo uske wujood k behijab kar de

de sake use woh zaban jo

ujale ki dastaras mein hai

ujala bolta hai aur raat hai goongi

harkat

gehri chinta mein

sar par hath dare

kisi mufakkir ki tarah

jo takmeel e tehreer se pehle

apna rasta kho chuka ho

aankhen madhoshi mein leen

abdi aaram khojti hue

aur munjamid hath

ek besada paththar ko sil kar rahe the

nadi ki khamosh sathon par achanak

paththar phenk kar

apna izterab us se bant lia

paththar ke wujood se

nadi mein tarengen dor gayein

nadi ba ek waqt harkat aur umang ki dastan sunane lagi

paththar k wujood ne

nadi ko khabi aur neem khabi k darmyan

zindagi ka suboot dia

chinta ko aaram milne laga

paththar ka hona

apni harkat k liye kitna zaroori hai

behisi k darya ko

hiss kaun deta hai

aur doosra paththar hath mein uchalta hua

woh us manzil ki taraf badh gya

aarzoo k geet

Khushi Ke naghme gaate chalo tum

wafa kee khushboo udate chalo tum

maghmoom saazon ka taar todo

farhat ka paegham unhen dete chalo tum

zindagi ki kathin raahen bhi aasan

agar sath apna hi nibhate chalo tum

yaaron ke gham ka madawa karo tum

paegham e jawedani dete chalo tum

ummed hi se zindagi mein hararat hamare

aarzoon ke tarane sunate chalo tum

Khushi Ke naghme gaate chalo tum

wafa kee khushboo udate chalo tum

la Makan

zindagi sehra mein safarname ka unwan hai bas

yunhi chalti jaati hai aur udti jati hai dhool

raah mein kuch bhi nahi mahaz weerani ke

aarzoo ki lau bhadkane ko mahaaz sehra ka sarab

weerane se ab uchatti nahi ghabrati nahi tabyat apni

iski sakhti se hi hai hausla jeene ka sara

safar ko takmeel se rakhti hai mahroom yeh ret

aur azm ko banati hai faqat faulad hi faulad